sometimes it still hits hard, randomly, like.. in the middle of a conversation.
and it'd be a struggle to hold the tears back, but i'd always try.
***
spent yesterday in taipei with the aunt and cousin who came over to join my uncle for a short holiday. and as i brought them around the night market to eat and shop, the little one never ever stopped yakking. she's adorable, not irritating, just... noisy. but she's an intelligent one. thing is, i didn't remember me being that talkative and hyperactive when i was in primary four.
and then i miss being primary four.
***
so the standby was pretty (*#@&)#&_@#*()%, and i finally managed to get my old taipei line reinstated, so i didn't have to spend lotsa money on phone calls and sms-es in taipei. it was a lot of walking today, and i fulfilled my bubble tea-a-day by drinking 2 cups today cos tomorrow i'm checking out.
don't have the mood to work actually, wondering if it's because i'll be on leave after i reach home, or just because i don't feel like it, but i'm looking forward to home and preparing for jav & ste's big day.
***
walked past the bar earlier, and heard shania twain's 'you're still the one'... and remembered it was a song i loved dearly, for it meant a lot to me then. wondered a lot about the could-have-beens, and the what-ifs. why am i so down?
argh.
i miss charcoal's smell. i miss mum's voice, and i miss brother's snoring.
and many times.... i miss the smell of dad's hands.
sigh.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
roaringly yours, ::jenn:: at 1:50 AM
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