never really moved on...

He was online, and sent me this song. Saying it was apt for the 'both of us'.

He never realised I've long changed 'us' to 'you and I'.

But, yeah, this song could be apt for ... this predicament I'm in. For someone I know.

You don't get what I'm talking about, do you? It's just gibberish... I'm only talking to myself.

*****

Honey why you calling me so late?

It’s kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper ’cause I can’t be too loud

Well, my girl’s in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight
And, yes, I’ve dreamt of you too
And does he know you’re talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don’t think she has a clue

Well my girl’s in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

~~~~Lips of an Angel - Hinder

I know it's gonna happen sooner or later, and I know it's gonna be inevitable, I know someday I've gotta make some kind of a decision if no one makes it... but I don't know if I'll end up the ultimate loser.

But probably I've always been one.

I'm just depressed and messed up inside.