i finally caught TRANSFORMERS! WOoooooOOooo.. i LOVE the show. it brought back memories of childhood and those lazy afternoons of playing robots with my brother and cousin. and how we used to make my barbie doll (i never liked barbie) fight optimus prime. we named barbie MEGABREASTS, and HE-MAN was the normal civilian. oh well, those were the days.. and i want to watch transformers again! think i'm gonna search for those cartoon series. yum!

and the pineapple upside-down turned out more like pineapple pancake than cake. it couldn't be the baking powder nor soda, so what the hell went wrong? and yesterday i managed to head down for a short short swim even though the skies were threatening to pour heavily. but a quick swim in the cold cold pool is better than none at all, so i'm glad, and now, i think i am nursing a soon-to-be cold coming up. and my whole back aches. ouch.

ah well.

had a chat with J a couple of days back. what is it about the past that one finds hard to let go? the fact that both parties have moved on to something new, a something that was once meant to be yours? so what the fuck is the point of hanging on to something that MIGHT have been and not try to work out with something that could be? get a life and move on, it'd only be fair to yourselves and to the new ones in your lives. yeah, you assured her there's nothing going on, but between you and me, i know that you keep feeding the past with hopes, because the past always tries to dig holes for you to fall in. and even if you fool the whole world, you can never fool yourself, and one day you'll lose the someone who could be your love forever. it becomes a sad life cycle.

******

and THE SIMPSONS TONIGHT! i can't wait i can't wait!