well, i was totally prepared and packed for a boring weekend in zurich, because zurich on sundays is like a dead town, but surprise surprise! the once in three years Zuri Fascht was on!

so plans to go down to Bern were ditched, and we walked the fair immediately after we showered and changed. nearing the lake, some kind of a competition was being held, and as we walked nearer, we realised it was... a dragonboat competition. and then my craving for sausages and raclette took over, we feasted as we watched people dive from heights into the waters, games and ... well, alot more although we were pretty clueless as to what the festival was about. no one could tell us, and when we did manage to find some english speaking person all he could say was... it's just like a national day celebration. right. like that helps.

so it was reported that 2 million people came down to the fair, and fireworks lit the skies, but we missed all that because by evening we were dead beat and retreated back to the hotel for a good 12 hour sleep. and then back to the fair the next day, where we treated ourselves to a scrumptious mcdonald's lunch (laugh all you want you evil tweeps) and then more raclette and grocery shopping.

bern will always be there, but this one in three year celebration seldom comes by..

and a scrumptious dinner awaited, ending with a wireless battle of sudoku. heh heh heh.

sometimes the past catches up with us very unexpectedly. a surprised phone call, certain messages, and some afterthought left me wondering if i should have changed the course of my actions then. but what good could it have done? like what he said, to which i agree totally, time wasn't right and i was too caught up with the past. but if circumstances were different, i'm sure things would have been better. hmm.

and i don't know if it were because of all these happening in my life right now, someone bore the brunt of my frustration, a misunderstanding i caused. unhappiness and all, and it got me wondering for a long time why i changed and became like that. is it myself, or did someone or something cause this change in me? Joe said i had the temper of a stone, and it took him a while to believe that i now have a very short temper.

maybe i was not patient enough with you. maybe i should be more patient. that line stung. and i remember myself saying that when i was in a previous relationship. why have i lost myself when i moved on? and that constant blurb of uncertainty hits me when i least expect it. no matter how i brush it away, it comes back like an irritating fly.

ah wells.

oh! and we finished 24 season 6! FINALLY! yay! we can move on to other shows! no more season 7 until i'm done with most of the other shows that i want to watch. like desperately.

and my all-time favourite handsome cute boy: